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My names Tara. Im almost 16. I have a hard life that not many no about. I go through lots of deprestion and strees. My mom who i was very close with tll i turned about 14 is now someone i cant stand. Shes in a very bad realtionship where she gets beat up and so much worst... My fience for almost 2 years just passed away 01/07/2013. My life feel apart.. With not much family to lean on or friends. I dont everything with my fience Jonathan. There is no expllination why he passed. He was asleep. I talked to him the night before and we were laughing and playing and he just said he was tierd.. Then he never woke up. I was last to speak to him. Everyone tells me in strong.. But honestly... Im not at all. I put a fake smile on my face everyday but wake up crying and cry myself to sleep. I tell everyone im fine but they see im not more then i do and im forced to go to therapy.. I go through alot in my life that no one will every understand. My parents split when i was in a bad realtionsip at 13. That didnt help at all. But my ex steped up to be there for me. Then he got into trouble and was sent away and we had no contact. So we both desided we needed to end it & i jumped into a different serious realtionship with Jonathan who we were only suppose to be friend, But grew into deep love. Then i dated him for a very long time streaight and 2 months before he passed. He asked me to marry him. He mad me the happys i have EVER been. Now thats all taken away. I dont eat, Sleep, Or talk. I hate school now and i use to wanna go all the time and couldnt wait to go, Now i never wanna go back. But i know i have to. With everyone around me i wanna kill them all. Everytime i see happy couples.. I wanna punch them both in the face. Why does everyone around me get to be happy with the ones thay love but mine had to be taken to heaven.. I know hes i a better place but i just wanna be with him. I live bye three rules now.. And thats live everyday like its your last. Fight for what you love, Tomorrow is never promised & Everyday that goes bye, Is one day closer to your lost ones. So now im 28 days closer to all my family & the love of my life! He is never gonna be relaced or forgotten! Any questions dont be scared to ask! Rest In Paradise Baby! 10/09/1996-01/07/2013 ♥
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